sorry

gue bingung kenapa mesti gue dan selalu gue yang ngalamin ini semua. everything in my life. my friends, someone that i love until now. gue bingung, dulu semuanya berubah waktu gue ketemu sama dia pertama kali. gue kira semua akan baik-baik aja tapi gue salah besar. saat pertama kali gue kenal dia gue udah nilai dia orang yang baik. tapi gue salah, iya gue tau ini cuma hal sepele tapi bagi gue ini lebih dari sekedar sepele. dia ngerebut semua yang gue cintai. semua orang. gue tau dia berhasil ngerubah hidup gue tapi disisi yang lain dia udah nyakitin gue. dan gue tau kalo ini udah selesai gue udah nggak bisa di deket dia lagi. tapi ternyata gue salah.
dan sekarang, gue bertemu sama seseorang yang menurut gue bisa merubah diri gue kembali seperti dulu. waktu pertama kali gue yakin dia pasti bisa. dan akhirnya memang benar dia bisa merubah gue. tapi itu nggak lama setelah dia mengambil nya lagi. apa yang mesti gue perbuat? seentara semuanya nggak pernah tau dan peduli sama gue.
apakah selama ini gue salah besar? apa kan gue mesti menjauh dari semuanya?
dan mungkin satu terbesar gue selama ini.

gue belum bisa menemukan siapa sahabat gue

selama ini seperti nya gue salah. salah besar. dan itu adalah kesalahan terbesar yang udah gue perbuat. dan apa yang akan terjadi selanjutnya? kita nggak akan pernah tau tapi gue harap gue tau "sesuatu" itu.

So Sick

Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cause right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cause you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(enough is enough)
No more walking round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Crying over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Don't make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
I'm letting go
Turning off the radio

cause I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?